Thursday, January 6, 2011

Not even the so-called free and easy to force, what is to force

 Recently distraught, totally not the state, long time no write something, and last night opened with a mobile phone blog, simply could not write. Can only go to sleep, the morning we rushed to the hospital, waiting for inspection. They do not know how , think what may be their own fault that we go a little bit, always feel a little bit to be concerned about, or perhaps more than I thought, I had always felt very free and easy, many things could become very open, but in the dead of night time when his own reflections, it was found that only reflected on the surface of all kinds, living in the heart of the unwilling is buried deep, deep ... deep into your heart was torn find. < br> What constellation do not believe he has been, I feel it is the little girl was interested. but sometimes, their own and could not help but want to see, even if the time is always allowed to see the fortune, but still bear live. Speaking of signs, remember love is a shooter, I love the most is still a shooter. a 24, a 25, but two people have a totally different personality and cognition. It was their most traumatic a memory, after he has been in a free and easy to keep in the state, no longer dare to give, not revealing the true heart and his own possession of the good. the other day with my mom on the phone said his confusion when , suddenly found that, in fact, been received around the sweet stimuli, and would like to find a favorite object, but the mind has always been a voice can remind ourselves, really can not! present yourself what will not, even tomorrow do not know what to do out of college, I even now have not such a simple way to school to finish my good, what can win anything like? mother again and again to cheer their own, but why they never mention What can not afford to fight to do something about it. look at it dedicated doing their own thing, be burning my heart like a general.
do not know why I was overdrawn for their all like that, whether energy or body, then self is how high morale, like bring back the state of their own, so that their re strive and work hard one, not to worry about family, not let them down.
Although my mom said that now love is a normal thing, but they know what kind of a shipment, even if some people look on me, I might avoid it, I'm afraid to lose, can be many things, but the treasure was able to stay too little in his side. I would rather cherish the loved ones around now, do not go chasing the so-called love, is not mature enough, too picky, I can not stand, my passion, my test, nor is anyone willing to understand willing to guess, willing to accept.
so-called lonely! fact, a person good, nothing good ever, over the poor have nothing, at least, not too much burden. so not to force the free and easy, rolling side go, let me find it tense state, I There are a lot of what you want. You can not go on this fall inferiority complex, I can do it, just like Mom said, to have confidence in ourselves.
(H today that gave me a good embroidery vase, and asked to form a What color frame, I said white, do not know why, start to like the white.)

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